You leave me SPEECHLESS...

always be grateful on wat i hav achieved

i am happy and satisfied.

but i wil definitely work harder

no pain no gain =)

===================

tis is the fifth mth since hanson born in my happy n funny family.
update for little hanson:

he oways know where the camera is. oways!
he can stand
he can sing...ofcoz w/o lyrics
he can eat porridge
he will shout damn loud n cry w/o tears if there's no one entertain him.
his eyes are 2-3 times bigger than mine >.<
he start to fall sick...
he has constipation, oways!
when he smile, we keep hugging him.
when he poopoo, we run! left my mummy to handle him
he likes to listen my voice! (according to my sis, bcoz i can ACT CUTE til he thinks tat i hav the same frequency as his =S)u noe i m good at it! hee

i noe all these are almost the same for all babies as they are growing up.
but tis is the 1st time my hse got a baby.
so for me, every single thing he did, is simply AMAZING.
when he smiles like an angel, i forget abt all the bad things.
reali.
babies are oways like angels.
he is so innocent.
but he makes our bonding even stronger now.
n "cute" is not the only word i can describe him.

big face auntie & hanson

*hanson & his papa mama*

"You leave me SPEECHLESS"

10:45 PM

*the only day tat i can slack*

simply got nth to do tis afternoon.
so.. i went to saloon dye hair!
woohoo.
why am i so happy?
bcoz
tis is the 3rd time i dye hair.
but tis is the 1st time tat the COLOUR IS VISIBLE! VISIBLE!!!!
FINALLY!
yea!!!

==========

9.30pm now
60 earth hour was jz over.
my mum said only us turn off the light along this jalan songkit 2
haiz.. expected.
my dad said how cum no newspaper reporter come our hse since we so supportive for tis meaningful thing?
sweat.... =.="'

"You leave me SPEECHLESS"

9:25 PM

this is LOVE =)

*REVOLUTION*
I'M BACK!!!

haiz...
wat kind of sch...
i submitted a practical report in Feb.
ytd received an email saying tat they did not receive it!
i was rushing tat report til 3am tat time!
i was so nervous ytd!
i rushed to the office after work n explain to them.
they also dono where is my report now.
luckily got one staff stil rmb tat she saw my report.
if they stil couldn't find the report, will giv me an average mark for the report.
i was thinking:
if i had done quite bad in tat report, means i 赚到！??
haiz... am i lack of confidence? >.<

anyway...off-campus course is not as good as u think.
i actually completed 3 papers since nov08.
but we stil dono our results...
is our exam paper sink in the sea while sending to Aus?
=.=
i dono even know whether i failed any one of my papers
it's not a good feeling.
totally lost...

===================

last nite zhenyuan n I went to hav dinner (not supper!) in McD at 10pm!
so guilty!
but we were reali craving for dearest McD for mths!
anyway, it has been so long time din eat dinner wif her.
even thou we r staying together haha.
last time... thu night used to be our happy hrs.
bcoz of the excitement for FRIDAY! GO BACK JB DAY!
last time... we watch movie...look for supper...go 7-1l eat cup noodles hahaha.
last nite i was a good listener
she updated me abt the guy who is kinda of "woo-ing" her.
n she some how HATE him so much bcoz of sumth he did..or he didn't do.
it's a long story...
but our conclusion is: another JIAN NAN REN!
it's good to noe him b4 falling into his trap!
here comes a song for her, for me, n for all my jiemei =)
我不放弃爱的勇气我不怀疑会有真心我要握住一个最美的梦给未来的自己
不管怎样怎样都会受伤伤了又怎样至少我很坚强我很坦荡

**梁静茹-给未来的自己**

站在狂风的天台一望无际
这一座孤独的城市
在天空与高楼
交接的尽头
谁追寻空旷的自由

阳光覆满这一刻宁静的我
隔绝了喧嚣和冷漠
川流不息的人游荡在街头
谁能听见谁的寂寞

找一个人惺惺相惜　
找一颗心心心相印
在这个宇宙　
我是独一无二　
没人能取代
不管怎样　
怎样都会受伤
伤了又怎样　
至少我很坚强　
我很坦荡

夜幕笼罩灿烂的一片灯海
多少人多少种无奈
在星光里
遗忘昨天的伤害
一觉醒来还有期待

我不放弃爱的勇气　
我不怀疑会有真心
我要握住一个最美的梦
给未来的自己

一天一天一天推翻一天
坚持的信仰
我会记住
自己今天的模样

有一个人惺惺相惜　
有一颗心心心相印
抛开过去
我想认真去追寻　
未来的自己
不管怎样怎样都会受伤
伤了又怎样　
至少我很坚强　
我很坦荡

我不放弃爱的勇气　
我不怀疑会有真心
我要握住一个最美的梦
给未来的自己
不管怎样　
怎样都会受伤
伤了又怎样　
至少我很坚强　
我很坦荡

未来的你
会懂我的疯狂

"You leave me SPEECHLESS"

8:05 AM

my face frightened my collegues tis morning.
my eyes were swollen. bcoz i cried last nite, on my bed, when i was alone.
why?
i oso dono why.
maybe i jz wait tis moment to be alone for a long time... to express.

my roomate was on the way to pulau redang wif her frens last nite.
i was thinking: so good...can have a holiday.
jz need to take annual leave a few days.
for me? if i take leave.. no no... i stil hav to go to sch.
if my sch got term break? i stil hav to work.
yea tats my life.
tat i had i chosen. or no choice?
everyone is telling me: 2 yrs? wow tat's very fast. at least u hav income ler.
yea...tat's rite. alridi 1/2 yr.

but when i was sleeping deadly in the lecture, u are nt thr.
i was drinking 2 coffee per day to make myself awake, until it bcum totally useless to me.
why i oways make myself occupied by social activities?
bcoz i don wan to make myself look so miserable when surrounded by only books n work.

found so many contradictions in my life now.
i hate office deskbound work, but im now doin it.

while typing tis entry halfway , received a call from a doctor.
scolded by him.
obviously, he jz wan to find someone to scold, bcoz he waited for too long for his $1000.
i was extremely calm, suprisingly.
even thou it's not my fault.
it's not anybody's fault.
he is jz another doctor who work for money only.

yea i noe everyone has their hardtime to deal with.
i think now is my hardtime.
no pain, no gain.
back to the story, wat's is thing tat triggered me last nite?
因为我想起我爸爸在半年前很内疚的摸着我的头说：两年很快就过去的.
bcoz he knew he coulgn't giv wat i wan.
dear daddy, i nv blame u.

"You leave me SPEECHLESS"

2:25 PM

What is your True Fear? Your Result: Commitment Even though it may not always seem like it, deep down you are afraid of being committed to anything serious. You love the feeling of being carefree and not having anything tying you down. You're afraid that someone or something that may tie you down in life, will keep you from reaching other goals. You may also be afraid of getting hurt. You need to open yourself up more to possibilities and realize that sometimes it's good to be committed to something that you really care about. Just because you're an independent, free-spirited person doesn't mean that being committed to anything is going to change who you are.
Looked down on
Being Alone
Disappointment
Losing Someone
Where Your life is Going
Death
What is your True Fear? Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

"You leave me SPEECHLESS"

11:03 AM

keep on "shitting"

~ keep on "shitting" ~

today is not my day AGAIN.
what to do? i am a shitter recently.
early morning nudged by more than 10 frens. some scolded me >.<
bcoz my msn kena virus.. the stupid keep fit thing.
i din do anything oso kena.
stil trying to get rid of it.

reali irritated by 2 strangers during my lunch time.

we went to eat my favourite fish soup meehoon stall nearby alexandra V.
it is very popular and oways long queue.
one lady was queue-ing in front of me.
her frens (abt 6) suddenly joined her queue right in front of me.
one guy who was queue-ing behind jasmine n I thot those ladies are my frens.
so he start to nag at the volume tat Jasmine n I can hear.
his size is abt the same as my dad's.
means he is huge! but he nagged like an old woman!!!
as wat i said the queue was very long.
he nagged non-stop abt 15mins!
so i couldn't tahan.
turn over to him n said: "actually u can queue in front of me"
then he started to tok to us in a super sarcartic way:
IT'S OK, i hate ppl who cut queue, NVM i can let u all order first....blablabla....
then we argued...he realised those ladies are not my frens.
then he started to apologise.
then start to curse n swear to those ladies.......
WTH
he reali more sissy than woman. VA!

after tat, we went to queensway shopping ctr.
i need to check the price for a basketball as requested by a fren.
i din noe basketballs got so many brands n sizes.
so i asked a salesman, in tat shop at 3rd floor.
jasmine: wat's the difference of Molten GE7 and GM7?
tat guy: for what?
aiyun: huh?
tat guy: buy basketball for wat?
aiyun: =.= present for a fren.
tat guy: (am chio....) got buy basketball for present de meh?
aiyun: so wat's the difference?! (impatiently)
tat guy: gripping (giv a face tat telling us we r so stupid)
we just left the shop immediately.
VA!!!!

"You leave me SPEECHLESS"

1:57 PM

study

my motto is oways play hard and study hard.

realised tat i played too hard last 2 wks after exam.

( i think everyone noe i play too hard n SPENT$ too hard >.<)

MUG MUG MUG wif my jiemeisss tis coming weekend.

not goin back !!!!!!!!!

i love books i love books i love books

woohoooo

STUDY IS THE MOST WONDERFUL THING IN THE WORLD

P.S.*suprisingly, i m waiting janet for lunch!*

"You leave me SPEECHLESS"

12:43 PM

wat is the probability of a person having bad luck in one day?
ans = 50:50
wat is the probability of aiyun having bad luck in one night?
the ans is 80:20 =.="'

last nite went to charles n keith warehse sales @ paya lebar wif kailin.
i cant believe tat we actually did so many things tat make us embarrassing.

1. were told by bus driver tat we went to the wrong bus stop.

2. went to the correct bus stop. take the right bus. bcoz of one stranger who is extremely busybody and wanted to act smart, we alight at the wrong bus stop.

3. walked to the c&k building from the wrong bus stop in hot weather. curse n swear at the guy who walked damn fast. chiong shopping til last min.

4. happily made payment, walked out from the building, saw TWO volksweagen beetles, MY DREAM CAR!!!! aiyun love the yellow one! n aiyun is wearing yellow! so she decided to take photo wif the yellow one. the next moment, the owner pop out from no where n said: YOU LIKE THE CAR? THERE IS A WHITE ONE OVERTHERE, U CAN GO TAKE PHOTO TOO wif a smiling face. aiyun n kailin stay calm n said: YEA YEA WE LIKE UR CAR n faster walk away =S

5. din notice tat we boarded the wrong bus... realised when we oridi at bedok! while we happily take photos in the bus.

6. almost 9.30pm. exhausted. had dinner at bedok. board the MRT. after kailin transferred train at cityhall. saw 2 sec sch seniors in this super crowded MRT.
*zhiwei n jiahui* I nv meet them since graduated from sec sch. n DONO WHY they jz happen to board the same cabin as me after they go to IT fair. we happily chit chat in the train. but i think in their mind i look damn 狼狈 with melted make up n carrying a SUPER big charles n keith plastic bag. zhiwei was saying: wah u bought many things ho?? aiyun only can: ahahahahaha~~~~

i was scolding kailin tat U ARE "BRINGING SHIT" to me.
but i recall tat liting was saying the same thing to me.i realised AIYUN IS THE ONE WHO BRINGING SHIT.

"You leave me SPEECHLESS"

10:51 AM

sales everywhere

what happen to sg tis wk?

*sales is EVERYWHERE*

even TIMES @ anchor pt. got clearance sales =.="'

but i m so happy to get tis book jz now!

ANIMAL KINGDOM POCKET ENCYCLOPEDIA

yeah~~ woohoo

i were looking for tis kind of book for quite long time.

it's cheap n with many info!

finally i can hav tis book =)

Meerkat is so CUTE!

jz happen to see this creature in animal planet last nite wif ww.

n nw i can find it's info in this book! yeah!

btw last nite went to ww's fren's hse warming...

i jz accompany her to hav a dinner

haha but i dono this guy b4. i think his name is Willis? (forgot oridi)

anyway the main pt is willis has a hse mate, lydia.

she is a SPECIAL girl!

guess what!

her pets are 2 snakes!

pls don tel others hee...it's illegal. i jz wanna share.

she kept python b4.. omg

tis is the 1st time i touch n hold a snake.

ww say im brave hoho

bcoz i din even consider b4 i touch it.

it's quite small size so i was dare to hold it

if it's big i wil run away

** i wanna work in ZOO! **

clean their faeces i oso happy muahahaha

===========================

goin to Charles n Keith warehse sales wif kailin later

heehee~

i reali hope tat all singaporean just go to the IT fair @ SUNTEC haha.

go go go

i hate long queue!

my roomate, zhenyuan went to burberry sales ytd

she said need at least 2 hrs to queue for the payment!

can u imagine hw rich is the women in sg? (exclusing me haha)

"You leave me SPEECHLESS"

2:07 PM

jz now wanqing n weijing came here to hav lunch wif me =)
even thou it was jz 1 hr.
their conversation stil made me feel "nourished" today.
ya i almost dried up by the boredness tis morning.

actually im waiting my colleague, jasmine.
we needa distribute our hosp clinical directories to the head of departments.
means i can walk ard in AH later =)
maybe i can see janet
maybe only...

ya tis SUPER DUPER busy gal is attached to AH now.
i almost fainted when i was trying to look for her tis few days.

~ 2 days ago ~
me: netnet, i think QY told u abt our melaka trip rite? wld u be free to go?
(tis trip cancelled ytd >.<)

janet: im nt free to go..sori.. u noe where am I attached to? AH! ur hosp! but im very stress.. alot of preparation
(actually QY told me oridi)

me: I noe. But u nv tel me =( u in which dept? i can look for u hee. if got time we hav lunch together ya

janet: sorri coz busy. I m working in ward.. ok! next time hav lunch together

me: it's ok =) which ward r u in?

*no reply*

~after one day~
me: hey u in which ward? i wan go "visit" u lar

~ after half day~
i saw her missed cal

~after 15 mins~
i called her... she din pick up

~after half day, on my way to sch~
i called her... she din pick up
then she msg me: im in ward 3 & 5, but don visit me yet.. ha.. coz i m stil trying to adapt this environment. i wil be here for 6 wks...wait til i bcum more pro bah.

i fainted.
jz wan to go see hw is she doin in ward when i pass by.
she say wait til she bcum more pro.
i dono wat to say le.
she is reali stress n busy now.
so i jz giv up on her to join us for lunch jz now
even thou it's so near.

this is janet.
she is the ONLY ONE in tis world who can oways reject my invitation for 100 times since primary sch.
but we are stil best fren hee.
hope tat she can bcum more pro soon!
the future Occupational Therapist (not nurse)

"You leave me SPEECHLESS"

3:25 PM

梁静茹的歌。。。
怎么总是那么得好听？

*天灯*

在最像情侣的那一瞬
和他朝着晚空放天灯
两颗心许过什么愿望
我想问始终都不敢问

秒针追逐感动的可能
时间渲染感情的气氛
两个倒影在溪水浮沉
一个忘形就难以辨认

沉默的旅程乐在快乐得真假不分
沉默的旅程乐在快乐得甜酸不分
追浮云的人浪漫在拥有过暧昧的名份
比拥抱单纯

暗恋的明灯一路上如烟火随身
宁愿那想象的情人
永远保温
美梦别成真让我梦到忘记疑问
寂寞就想想那盏天灯那指纹紫

怀念没有吻过的嘴唇
想象没有说过的永恒
错过纠缠不清的凌晨
逃过幻觉破灭的黄昏

到满脸皱纹那场回忆比相恋逼真
曾经有一个人燃烧过一夜的青春

暗恋的明灯一路上如烟火随身
宁愿那想象的情人永远保温
美梦别成真让我梦醒不留疤痕
我的天空里有他眼神他体温

"You leave me SPEECHLESS"

9:56 AM

cheryl' bday

happy 21st birthday to Cheryl aka Mariah ^^
tis gal very naughty
set the NERDY theme but herself din dress up >.<

pengru is the no.1 NERDY among us ^o^

ok i think Alvin is No. 2 haha damn nerd

funny look = ww laogong . aiyun laopo. tovia . wl

dbt21 =) cheesezzzzzz
(can tel cheryl was drunk from tis photo hahaha)
2009...almost everyone in dbt21 turn 21
goin to broke but im HAPPY too!
we all grown up man!

"You leave me SPEECHLESS"

11:13 PM

I think I found my clique in this war field.
Why it’s a war field?
my cubicle is jz beside CEO's office
he is a super demanding old man. he is VERY fit.
Jogging every morning.
And expect all staff to be as fit as him
He HATES obese ppl
Stress =S

hmm side track oridi…
I found my clique in this office
Another two women
We are 3C… = 3 clumsy ladies…we all clumsy haha

1. DIANA, 31
married, her husband is handsome+mucho ^^
cute couple wif two CUTE small boys
I can say tat this family inherited all the good genes!
Get married at young age, 23…but both of them stil look gorgeous now.
Still loving as in they stil in honeymoon =) Sweet~~~~~~
She’s my jogging kaki
She was a runner who can hit 2.4 in 10mins …SWEAT

2. JASMINE
single~ NUS graduate wooo
age = less than 30 heehee
externally, I tot she is quiet n shy gal~~
Internally, she is more 3 8 than me!
And unbelievable!!~~ , she eat FASTER than me
I FOUND A PERSON WHO CAN EAT FASTER THAN ME!
She say she has big throat >.<”’
Her boss (oso my boss) make her quite stress
Til she cry in front of me.. poor thing >.<

3 of us at different age…different stage
studying, working, married
but our conversations oways entertaining and made my day
we eat breakfast, lunch, high tea together
im on the way to obesity !!!
n ofcoz, we gossip
but we are not auntie, jz somehow don like someone in office hee.

Thanks for making me so lucky
To meet them =)
*感恩*

"You leave me SPEECHLESS"

4:12 PM

my colleagues and I cant stop laughing for 5 mins when i see this patient's name:
*KEE SIOW LANG*
i m sure that his parents are not hokkien.

then my old colleague tel me tat there is one staff here named:
*ZARLYN RILLERA BANANA*
another 5 mins ~~

(Ms. Orange, u found ur fren!)

sorry i know i am evil
but.... it's hard to find entertainment in a hospital.
especially the exam jz over, anything minor can make me laugh ^o^

anyway, the moral of the story is:
be careful when giving a name to ur children =)

===================================

yesterday one fren's mother passed away...

she didn't drop a tear in front of us

but..ofcoz we know she is in deep sadness

auntie, 你的女儿会很坚强的

*i love u my 老母 mama*

"You leave me SPEECHLESS"

2:29 PM